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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
i am soooooo pissed
i just "kissed" some1's car ass
it is truly irritating!!!!!!
argh
coz i was like, thinking her brake lights werent working?
was thinking it was such a minor accident
she can choose to ignore..
argued w her with the brake lights..but oh well
i was too tired to go on.
argh!!!!!!!
so unfair!
she said this
"the motorbike jammed brake....and i jsut got my car repaired! (thinking this lady gets into car accident quite often....okie..so i wondered..) but such dent is okie la
no need to go insuracne (i agree)"
watever.
maybe i sohuld have waited for her to get out of the filter lane completely instead
but i was on down slope
watever
it is my fault still
oh watever
i am jsut pissed tat such a stupid accident happens
there goes my tuition pay
and my mood just went from terrible to total misery!
oh well
and my mum goes "u shouldnt drive!"
but my dad jsut went "now u should know how to drive more carefully...and not tat u dun drive (in reply to my mum's silly remarks)"
sigh
maybe i should stay away from driving.
though i got myself home safe and sound
hahah
but nice number
9887
argh
sigh
wat the f**k
7:37 PM |
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tell ya...freaky
oh well
brightass:yesh...chen yun was ur trainee.....
and gosh..jamie cullum and 2nd album of michael buble are good...
heehee...now i have 4 cds in my hands tat belonged to brightass..
remind to return all to ya man........b4 u set off to USA!
damn nice...
i am falling asleep....gosh..wrong time of the day.
when i wanna sleep, cant sleep
when i dun want to sleep, i am on the verge of going into dreamland
bleah!
argh....cant sleep, cant wake up
wat the heck!
okie enuff of crapping..
back to report.
1:42 PM |
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somehow i realised something
no use harping over the past
and dig out upsetting stuff, or wat
just move on, and stop making urself and others miserable!
let the past flow out,
and let the future come in!!!!
i guess, it is so impt now.
yeah, dun make things difficult for others, dun upset them regardless wat
the past is the past hur?
hahaha....
inspirational?
got it while in school...muhahahaha...errr
but then hor...hahaha...nothing nothing...
heehee.
*winkz*
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"addn post"
i dunno jo darling, it is like err, realising alot of things dun change much
guess, it si more like knowing it, recognising, and okie, understand la
now, regardless of wat, it is just a phase in life?
rocky one as mao has said, but just gotta take it as it comes
just gotta keep an open mind (haha..both kel and alwyn said that to me!)
yeah from there, guess, i would be a happier person!
and suddenly i have a craving for indian rojak!
argh...and so broke.......
=o(
1:33 AM |
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today is a day where i think, hrmmm
quite happening, esp at nite
again, there was some major blackout again!
this time i was at coffee bean at HV with gilbert (happy birthday dude!!!)
xin and alwyn tan (aka baby brightass)
it was pretty corny!!
but it was again..total darkness except for few emergency lights...
but it was cool..i love it when it is dark, though cloudy, but the feeling's great!
we left CB later and sat along HV outside....it was pretty funny...and chatted
and as usu, gilbert started to say, how to treat a girl in such situation
i gave this proposition
1) light up candles, and ensure there is air flow, if not will die of heat, and no draught
2) on some good music, though no electrons, but hopefully ur laptop batt is working
3) chat sweetly and everything...it is very conducive
4) ask her for a slow dance.....
5) bingo
hahahahaha....
oops.....
oh well, and alwyn n i went for a "spin" in his van
(which beeps when it runs beyond 60KM/h)
haha..he kena summon!!! so unlucky!
oh well..it's just u baby..
then..hahaha..we ended up in the most ridiculous place
NUS!....and were chatting abt life and stuff,
and brightass, we need to do tat often...okie..i need that...
sigh..i really wish i can go usa end of the yr too!!!!!
argh..........
oh well, life, has its own meaning i guess,
but then again, as i have questioned
wats that direction in my life?
ooi...if hahaha....be my dance partner la!!!!!
then we can..hahaha...go full time after studies!
u dun want...want hip hop.....bish!
oh well, it was pretty nice with jamie cullum at the back, but as i have said
i was haunted by something at the back of my mind, and i am troubled
not enuff sleep, PMS (yeah...always blaming that)
then i questioned again,
wat's lies ahead?
then i answered my own question, which was in reply to wat brightass has to say
"i dunno, in the future, i would bound to meet tat problem!"
"dun worry, worry then la....pls....now like abit early to worry it hur?
u never know, maybe things would change!" (u know wat i am toking abt)
and i found my own answers again.
and lost the convictions again.
bleah!
hahaha.....
nonsensical me making noisy, repeated comments
but oh well......
keeping too much inside....
shhhhhhhh....................
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
there must be something in Lee Kuan Yew
to let me realise alot of things again
the basic, core values should be there at all times
but there are always changes in u that have to follow the flow
i guess it is so true.
u cant never plan as much as u think u can foresee.
changes are always on the move
thus, u move too
maybe it is always good to listen to his philosophy twds life.
enjoy the sunset, and rest well
and i shall
i must know wat's the convictions in my life
i need to expose myself more! so i would be able to find tat direction in my life!
oh okie, time to hahahaha....be a social butterfly..
*flatter platter*
it is exactly 3 months to my 22nd bday!
okie...my bday is on 28th, not 29th! (get tat right my jodarling....)
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Monday, June 28, 2004
guess this is one of the most meaningful sentences i've heard
the most impt thing for u is to find ur direction in life
i guess tat's so true, and imagining pple who u thot wont support u
were the ones who gave u most help
so i guess, it is always never wrong to ask for help, or question openly, tactfully
2:52 PM |
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
this is wat i bought 2 weeks ago 
hahahah somehow i am in a very good mood
oh well
sometimes, when i am in good mood, errr
oh well
never mind
just thinking of soemthing weird again.
but hahaha..oh well
watever will come will come
watever will happen will happen
u just cant avoid them, let them be
i still know wat i want, and wat i need
so i shouldnt fret.
2:36 AM |
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oops
i think i forgot to add alot of things
hahaha
but then....too many things happened today la!
but i got tired twds the end...and haha..missed out alot
sorry la..jive n tango b4 tat can drain u out!
oops
but dear hk commented "it was a romantic nite u know"
hahahah..of coz la...
the weather was perfect but not e sky, no clear sky to see stars
hahaha
but yeah...guess it was a good time to bring ur bf/gf to chill out there!!!
saw tons of couples..haha..but oops...i think dancing is much better than sitting ard..hahahaha...
but chatting w different pple were nice too...
wish i can meet them again!
hrmm
i am really tired and after dancing every nite for 5 consecutive nites,
i am pretty dead and yeah. time to get back to lab report
i will piah
watch me
and of coz practice piano.......
time to get some serious work done......
hahaha...
should i join intermediate jive?
and social salsa/rock n roll??
argh......
intermediate jive looks good with the chicken move.
hahahaha....
=oP
zzzzzz
nites
sweet dreams babes n dudes.
2:12 AM |
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think today is one of the most fun day in my life
salsaing on the beach in sentosa!!! but it isnt easy on the beach
and was trying to do alot of funny things like
the body wave thing on Ha (yesh...jodarling, ur Ha)
and ahha..he went "woohoo!!!"
i can do it pretty well now
and was using hiankai as my pole!
hahaha....and some found it obsence? so i took the liberty to do
abit of "pole" dancing...hahaha...and pple went..."righhhhttt"
hey i told u...bartop and pole dancing were my dreams to be
hahaha..
and the cool thing that happened was
got to know a girl at salsa club yesterday, and her name was jaceqline?
she brought a fren today and she turned out to be hian kai's childhood fren!!!
okie his father and her father were best frens.
so isnt the world small?
freaky
haha
but i love such outings?
got to know pple from all walks of life
korean, japanese, indians blahblah
and yeah....it was a nice evenin out with nice sea breeze, live latin jazz band
and salsa!!!! i did alittle jive with Ha too and haha...boy, i guess...my jive isnt tat bad
and gosh..hiankai dear, wat's her name again? ur childhood fren?
yeah she did ballroom back in UK and she reached silver medal test.
and she loves tango
and adeline and i wanna to learn from her soon!!!! b4 she gets back to UK
adeline is a fren ive got to know from jive n tango,hahaha and we chatted quite a bit
for the past 3 days and she is taking over my post! as a salsa assistant!
she is good as paps says..and i think she is good too!
=o)
oh well...adeline and i are still hunting for fix partners for competition.
ARGH...hahahahha
okie we will wait for guys to come in in august..hahahahhaa
and it would siao didi for me?!?!?!?!..hahaha
i am not young anymore...hahahahaha
*winkz*
and now, i must perfect my jive.
argh...though a lot said my jive is not too bad...got the "bounciness" which is
tat u press hard and "scoop" but i feel there is soemthing wrong somewhere...
elaine complains i am a perfectiontist....cant help it! oh well.....shrugs!
jodarling:hey..haha...cant wait for u to come home too..but enjoy while u can
tat's more impt..hahaha...and yeah it was good to hear ur half-asleep voice over
the phone!
hahaha..but the reception was bad...weird lor...it wasnt tat bad when i called to USA then?
1:42 AM |
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
ahh..
listening to r(h)umba music now
very nice...hahaha...
got bf/gf slow dance ah...u will fall in love
hahaha
and managed to do latin chacha basic
and now it is jive music...
hahaha....
today's bbq and salsa were good
think adeline is getting interested in joining my salsa class!!
good la she can take over my position as an assistant!
=o)
tomolo is sentosa latin jazz...hahaha
good
i wanna.....to salsa on the beach...
somemore sentosa...the sand is soft there at least!!!
jodarling:hehe...i miss u...danced with ur Ha...not used to his style
hahaha
but he is cute la...
haha..and babe..will tell u more things
now i realied, it is like out of my syster in a while
but shittily i think of soemthing even worse...will tell ya when i call ya later!
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Friday, June 25, 2004
arghh..hahaha
jodarling.
sorry ah...soccer la
so cun wake up to call ya
hahahaha
u should be zzzing by now
and now i shall do some report!
b4 rushing for 5 mins lab
n bbq
n salsa pub tonight
nuts
and i wont have dance for 1 bloody month!!!!!
ARGH.
2:13 PM |
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i am not as lucky as u
so cherish it
i guess i will be a simple girl
i am not working hard enuff to meet the mark
so i guess,
i can only reach this high
though i am not giving up
平凡之中，也有它不平凡的一面
tat's all i can say.
12:20 AM |
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
how much a beautiful heart can hold
how long can a dance last
how little is too much
how do i even stretch further to meet the mark
some pple want it all
some pple just want it simple
some, just cant be bothered
a sense of happiness is forever
and only happiness is only lasting for that moment
maybe it is all in the hands of fate
maybe it is just wat is meant to be
maybe, there is no more hatred
maybe, when u open ur heart, it is going to be loved once more
look ard, humans arent perfect
some pass u by,
some stop to say hi
some would stick ard longer
some would even give u a hug
some u just cant reject
some u just push away
some would stay for good
and some would just watch n walk away
which one r u?
to the strangers?
to the frens u have
to the pple u care and love
to the pple who are the closest to u?
unlucky or not
good or bad
right or wrong
straight or bend
the path still lies ahead
maybe someday, somehow,
things will turn out right for once
a joke is meant for good luffter
a rule is meant to control
but ur life, isnt a joke nor a rule
it is u
the heart bears no more,
the mind speaks no more
time stretches to reach for eternity
but u will just return to earth
guess each regret, each gratefulness
bears no significance till it is gone
maybe in the end,
it doesnt really matter
u start to get really numbed
and it goes on and on and on and on.
the universe may stop expanding,
the everafter may end
but this moment, is mine forever.
12:29 AM |
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
stress mounting onto me!!!!!
argh
i am feeling pretty tired
but ______ cheered me up alittle
hahaha
guess must be the triple turn ard the guy made me all dizzy
hahaha
and i had macs again, for dinner
going to be like brightass soon....
hahahahha...oops
do u still eat alot of macs baby?
okie think i am tired
i wish u would call me,
when u r free
i miss u darling.
and yeah i declare my love for jodarling once again
coz she just sent me a silly video!!!
heehee...
and nope i wont let u see it!
=oP
lyrics updated!
12:05 AM |
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
i am super stressed
and i am super sad now
back to my rabbit hole....
3:42 PM |
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i wished i was there more
but i think God gave me the best thing when i met you
each and every day of my life
through good things and bad
i'm so happy you are there with me
i love you so much
all these 5 years or perhaps 6 we have known each other
i wish you find fulfillment in your life
and be happy.
this is wat jodarling actually wrote to me thru email b4 she left for usa
i do feel very very loved.
dunno, i do miss her now in a way somehow.
and wish is by her side
hahaha
LIFE!
is always more happening when u least expect it
12:34 AM |
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Monday, June 21, 2004
indianapolis grand prix? was super hahaha EXCITING!
hahaha
u cant believe it man!
and now i am bloody tired!!!!!
argh
going home to sleep later
cant believe i have to come to school to book so early
hahahaha
wish i could go to USA with jo.
8:51 AM |
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my darling is flying off later to usa!
wish she will enjoy herself over there and learn alot of things
meet alot of NICE pple and not to mention, good-looking,tall smart guys
over there. *winkz*
jodarling: enjoy urself okie...dun get too brought down by wat pple say
sometimes, they just say for saying, even they dun understand it is okie
one day, time will prove something right
i love u too okie?
and no worries, jsut tat does ur mum knows i know the insurances thingy?
hahah..
just let things flow and they will go.
*hugz*
heart can only carry this much,
but u know u will always go on strong.
u may seem u arent tat strong as u thot (like i always do too)
but u are just holding on.
for tomolo, which is better
=o)
haha..no worries, i am sure japanese guys are as frenly as koreans!
hehehe
anyhow, long day ahead for me
would sms darling later while i watch F1 grand prix!
hahaha...
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many a times, every nite, a dream comes so true
yet i know, i am just playing a game
if life can continue this game,
i know i will only have to walk on to finish it
even if u arent ard anymore,
even if u arent here anymore
even if u decide for the best is away,
as long as u r happy,
tat's the only happiness i wish u can have.
u dun have to know the rules of the game very well
rules bend anyhow.
u may not even know all the rules,
but guess, nothing is perfect
if this is ur first time cooking,
and ur dish turns out perfect
u wont want to cook again.
so wat is?
12:27 AM |
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
i miss this some1
i miss this some1's honesty
i miss this some1's openness
i miss this some1's frankness
i miss this some1's crappiness
i miss this some1 who has placed trust on me
i miss this some1 who actually din mind at all
i miss this some1 who could just step in n not walk away
i miss this some1 who just want to be there as a person, as a supporting fren
i miss this some1 who respects me who i am
i miss this some1 who appreciates who i am
i miss this some1 who knows when i need to be alone and be cared
i miss this some1 who never stops to explore
i miss this some1 who just let things be.
oh how i miss this some1!
gosh, certain things in life, really really cant believe
think u just gotta trust urself
but i tell ya, hahah...i dun even think i can even do tat
i do trust myself, but not on things tat involve other pple
sheesh.
sometimes, really no heart, no heart.
hai~~~~~~
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Friday, June 18, 2004
on a lighter note, though i am not feeling good!
throat is getting better, but not my head....arghhh
lab for 9 hrs straight is not joke!!!!! get out of lab for wat?
toilet and just to buy food BACK to lab..
and then u do the silliest thing..hahaha..nvm!
two things tat sort of cheered me up
1) on my way to school on bus 154, saw this little girl n her daddy
the daddy was pretty sweet, when they were abt to alight, the daddy took the girl's rubber band and tied her hair up for her!
then he swopped her up into his arms and alighted
sweet daddy n daughter
2) on my way home from school just queueing for 99, was reading the freshly unwrapped her world, then this auntie queueing behind me? asked me "hey miss, is it possible for u to read me the horoscope at the back of this mag? i am aries?"
i replied "orh sure... give me a min...let me try to find it!!"
so i flipped to last few pages haha..and yeah i found it
so i read it out for her, and even stated her lucky number and colour.
she was so happy, that i read for her and stuff that she turned ard to tell her husband
"this girl is so nice, read my horoscope for me!"
and she thanked me profusely, and all i did was "it is okie..nothing actually"
was very unhappy when i last stepped out of lab and trying very hard to cheer myself up,
in the end, it was this auntie who cheered me up.
coz she was delighted that i was willing to read her her horoscope?!?!?
hahaha...
i mean, it is really a small matter, auntie.
hahaa...
gosh,
am i paying it fwd?
hope so
10:29 PM |
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"What You Can Learn About Love From Nancy and Ronnie"
By Susie and Otto Collins
You probably know by now that former US President Ronald Reagan died last
weekend after a long illness. What's interesting is that just a few days
before his death, we read an article about former President Reagan and his
wife Nancy's relationship that really touched us emotionally.
In the article, the author quoted from a speech Nancy gave recent where she
said --"Ronnie's journey has taken him to a place I can no longer reach
him."
Former President Reagan had Alzheimer's disease for several years of his
life and that limited and eventually stopped his ability to communicate
with
those around him. What we interpreted Nancy's comments to mean was that she
wasn't just talking about physically reaching or touching him. She was
talking about how she was no longer able to emotionally reach and connect
with him.
The times that are the most painful for two of us in our relationship and
life is when we are disconnected and not reaching and connecting with each
other at the deep level that we normally do.
Most of the time when this happens, it's for very short periods of time.
But, when it happens, it's quite painful for both of us.
Just like what Nancy Reagan was referring to in her talk, we long for and
miss that beautiful and wonderful connection between the two of us when
it's
not there. That's why we do whatever is necessary to regain our connection
when we lose it.
How about you and your relationships?
When something happens to create disconnection between you and someone in
your life, do you let fears, judgements and insecurities stand in the way
of
what could bring you more love, joy and connection or do you recognize
what's going on and then move toward healing the relationship?
Our message to you is that life is too short to stay disconnected from the
people you love or care about. The present moment is all we have and we
urge you to recognize the importance of that when you are choosing how to
spend your time, what thoughts you think and how you are with the people in
your life.
Let go of anger or the need to be right. If you need to talk with someone
who has hurt you or you have hurt them about what you are feeling and clear
up old misunderstandings, do it.
If you are fearful of being open and honest with the people in your life,
we
urge you to go through the fear and communicate openly and honestly anyway.
No matter what your political beliefs--whether you loved what he
accomplished in his presidency or not--Nancy and "Ronnie" appeared to have
a
close, connected relationship.
If you want to have close, connected relationships in your life, make sure
that your heart is always open for love and that you remember that each
moment is all we have.
This way you'll be much more likely to get the love you want in your life
than if you don't.
sometimes i have alot to say,
so a handful of pple.
esp some who have brought in happiness and pain into my life
but at times like this, i rather not breathe a word
coz i think it might hurt me more
10:13 PM |
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i wanna get a fixed partner!!!!!
ARGH
hahahaha
nvm
will wait patiently
hehehehe...
okie not to play computer games but
DANCE
argh
hahahaha
12:04 AM |
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
dare u to move
dare u to move
dare u to move
anyhow,
thinking i am nuts,
intermediate jive
social salsa, chacha and rock n roll
any1 interested?
hahahaha....
this time is under SNB club
oh well
dunnno.
every spin u take, it's bringing me to a roller coaster ride
every twist u make, it's bringing me only beads of sweat
every rock, every walk, it's bringing me closer to breaking into a smile
12:14 AM |
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
happy for lily who just got engaged on sat!!!
so cool the way her darling proposed to her?
in front of audience just outside esplanade?
how romantic can it get?????
hahahaha....
qouting paps "u know u r getting old when ur frens start to get married"
how true.
hahah...but not my prob, just a hole in ur pockets, really..
hahaha at least 80 bucks per person...
hahaha....
wait till cupid's arrow strikes u from the back, front, up, down!
hahahah
or hong lao to tie the marriage knot for u
wah...chinese and english together is wat?
hahaha...
i realised i have alot of Cs liao
cash
coins
coffee bean cards (actually left one)
crappppp.....
sick
sore throat
too much H2S in ur body is just shortening ur life by 10 yrs
12:29 AM |
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
if only a car can drive me
it has gotta be this
ferrari enzo
okie down to earth,
honda NSX coupe!?
okie okie
lexus SC 430?
fine!
nissan (orange) 350z??
okieokieokieokie....
i will just stick to
nissan sunny exsaloon
*poutz*
if only a problem needs my help
i can offer this much
.
hahahahah
and oh no, i am not to settle down
best of luck to shaowei dude!
ahaha
wat comes round goes round
ur time will come
and it came true din it, shao?
hahahahaha
12:49 AM |
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Sunday, June 13, 2004
just got back from KL
oh well, after this trip, i am unable to lament tat i HAVENT BEEN OUT OF
SINGAPORE FOR 10 YEARS
hahahah
oh well...i think the trip is abit too short for me really
i need a longer break but see how la.
oh well.
no more time
for the past 4 days, it was away from home, from school, from alot of things
but some stayed.
hahaha.....jo u should know. somehow, i think, hrmm...tell ya on tuesday
things done over the 4 days
1) most exciting : clubbing at this club..haha..pretty cool sia! DD on lewis and joanna...hahaha..lewis was abit tall for me..hahaha..but not too bad...it is pure clubbing isnt it uncle lewis?
2) most amazing race : hunting for roadside ramly burger and i tell ya it was FUN AND HAHAHA REWARDING!
3) most comfy: the bed, the air con (my own room's broken down..sigh.) and the bathtub!!!!!!!!!!
4) most intimate and sensual: bubbleless bubble bath with jo darling, and ahahaha...we were really "horny"!!!!!!! *winkz* almost trying to get our hands off each other...heehee
this almost got 2 of us really really..hahahahhaa....DAMN
next time round babe, must bring hahaha...men who can do the job....hahahahhahahaha
u know wat i mean.
5) most old n spontaneous :lewis uncle...he really lao liao, but he learnt to juggle from hian kai in 3 days...impressive....
6) most directive : kelvin..must go chinatown, must have ramly burger
7) most like my er jie : suddenly out of these 4 days, jo and i concluded that hian kai looks like my er jie from the back...mnust be the ht and the pony tail
hahahaha
8) most unexpected : fell sick on 1st day? and in the end, i din get to SWIM AND GET MY TAN!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and stupid, din get to go to the skybridge of Petronas
9) most dizzy : indoor theme park in times square! ahhaha..i tell ya
i am such nut case as a daredevil, i enjoy roller coaster ride and doesnt really scream (only with jo screaming at her top of her lungs beside me) and me going "woohoo"!! enjoying the turn and wind!..hahaha...but wasnt it good????
10) most aunty :lugging tao sa piah to the club..hahahahahahahhahahahahaha
think tat's all so far?
hahaha..nothing much
now i am aiming for end yr trip
i promise i would go.
maybe haha..i am going to this camping trip with hian kai dear in august!....
take care
it is now only FYP, dance and IA(soon)
BACK TO REALITY
BACK TO REAL LIFE
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
if the heart is always thinking of this person,
though u know u will only look from afar,
u just tell urself, it is this some1
making u realise, u can love and yet u can let go
so watever tougher roads lie ahead,
stay postive.
it is not that u r not good enuff,
u just havent met ur match.
sometimes u would be blinded, u will have to fall,
meet blunders, to realise u were blind.
u will then open those eyes and cherish wat u can have
and wat u already have.
life is this short, experience every single emotion, feeling tat's
going thru u, accept their terms, and then all will pass.
breathe, and u will realise the breathe is very refreshing
-- a note to some1 who needs it --
hahaha...i really miss some1....
really, it is wat i called
forever crush...
hahahahahahaha
12:50 AM |
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Tuesday, June 08, 2004
if there is only one song tat she can sing so beautifully on the stage,
it has got to be her OWN song.
no stage fright.
no nervous breakdown
just her n her song
hahaha....can i have tat guy in coyete ugly?
hahaha..though i hate his accent...but he is QUITE CUTE
heehee....
oh well.....
i wish i have my own stage to dance.
=oP
a dream to be a bartop dancer...hahahaha....
surprised?
nope.
*winkz*
lyrics uploaded.
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sometimes
u really cannot cannot depends on pple u trust too
coz they really really really disppoint u
but is it their fault?
tat's y sometimes
it is called
自己靠自己
things tat u do, regardless of wat, cant satisfy anyone
so u do things, maybe for ur self conscience.
this is called gracious selfishness
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it is so sad
i am just trying,
yet sometimes, as usu, things dun go ur way
but not as if i REALLY WANT THEM TO?
hahaha....
a big joke on me i guess
wat nice numbers
i would go and buy 4d
3.37
4.30
12:01 AM |
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Saturday, June 05, 2004
just going to sit back and relax and watch how it unfolds
the veil reveals itself bit by bit.
since time flies pass,
thus it would unveil
11:47 PM |
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Friday, June 04, 2004
"we only believe 10% of wat u say"
i wish i was mute.
i wish i wasnt borned.
i am nothing but trouble
maybe it is a joke, maybe it is just a passing remark
maybe it is something i have done.
maybe expectations were too high
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Boy: "so u attached?"
girl:"nope"
B:"hur? wat's wrong w NUS guys?...hrmm..or rather, wat's wrong w singaporean guys??"
G:"arent u one too??"
B:"yeah, and sometimes i think we are really cowards...no guts one"
G:"hrmm yeah but haha...gosh, u r generalising the guys here!"
B:"well, u know, indept girls like u, seem not to need a bf?!"
G:"girls are also humans ah? need affection and love mah!"
B:"maybe i know....but u see, i also like a girl, like u, but dunno how to go abt it? maybe just as u said, get to know her more first. both of us bloody busy...am i giving myself excuses here again??"
G:"maybe la...but oh well. just get to know her more and see if u like her more and more? haha...and well, let her know u too!"
B:"yeah i guess so too..."
?????????????????????????????????????
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Thursday, June 03, 2004
i love her hair, her body, her smile
my beautiful puerto rico
11:20 AM |
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ms puerto rico
so chio
HEY i have the taste!!!
read abt 2 months back
i said she is sooo chio
she is sooo tall, chio, smart
and hey!
2nd runner up okie
and miss photogenic!!!
HA
i do know wat is good for u pple.......
so remember, i dun lie.
=o)
11:10 AM |
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Burn
(usher)
[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same by myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been e-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
hahaha
i cant help it but keep singing it!
i love the chorus part!!
wah lau
and i think i can sing tat fast!!!
SINGAPORE IDOL!!!! HERE I COME!!!WOOHOO!
hahahaha.....
nut case on the loose, tat's y
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been e-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
12:15 AM |
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i am around when u need me
so when u dun, i dun exist?
when i need u, where are u?
lets say, when i am free, will try to be there?
only when u need to tok to some1 seriously
only when u need to straighten things out
only when u think, u need to resolve some issues
this port is only called upon when u need serious thots
where's the fun a port should have too?
then again, this port maybe just handles serious goods
is tat all?
port to earth, port to earth,
can u hear me?
the transmission was interrupted a few moments ago?
can u send the mission once again?
the port seems to have experienced certain kind of malfunction
it ceases to open up.
no ships can dock?
can u send help here?
earth to port, earth to port.
it is not that the transmission was interrupted
we have ceased all operations to port.
not tat it has certain kind of malfunction,
it has already become dormant.
no more missions will be sent to port.
no need to open up for ships
no ships will dock
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tanned
less fair
greedy
less than yesterday
itchy
doubled!
restlessness
boundlessssssssssss
emptiness
full enuff to fill the void
12:00 AM |
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
DOES ANY1 KNOW HOW TO REFILL HP CARTRIDGE????
DAMN i need help
i dunno how to use the refill kit!??!?!
4:24 PM |
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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
full
very full
broke
very broke
empty
very empty
burnt
very burnt
comfy
very comfy
lime green
VERY SHREK
tired
very tired
glad
very glad
thank u
very much
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