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Thursday, September 29, 2005
i realised i have been jealous of her for a long time
and i never realised it
i never never been jealous of pple
envious yeh, jealousy was never in my dictionary.
till the day it dawned on me, i was jealous, this time i snapped
y bother be jealous of her just because i am of her luck? i dun need her kind of luck?
at this pt i wish i could just walk away from my own jealousy and the cause of jealousy
but i cun
i dunno wat signs god was giving me
but just when i KNEW life was going to a change, or a turn in point
god has decided to put retrospective back into my life.
but i told god, i am NOT walking away from my past.
i am just understanding and accepting it but moving on with my life!
somehow in a way or another, he proves me otherwise.
y?
i am in constant reminder of my lingering past
y?
wat kind of sign is he giving me?
i told myself," babe please stop reading signs. they have gotten you into too much shit in the past. dun, please dun, start the cycle again!"
yeh
but God might just wnana prove another pt
"leopards never change their spots"
OUCH!!!
how?
i am not thinking so much
i am stressed from work tat i bite in my slepe but i dun feel TAT depressed.
but y? y? constant reminder of my pasT?! and my jealousy has turned into the stupid emptinesss of my heart/soul/mind.
siao liao la!
SHOOT ME PPLE!!
SHOOT ME!!!!
11:58 PM |
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an interesting day to my bday
it started badly, really, with me working in front of my computer and thinking,
i might have to OT, oh well, who CARES if it is your bday afterall
there i was, trying to solve every single question i have.
hahaha...work was so stressed that i sort of ren ming
i din even have the energy to scratch my head.
but oh well, did wat i have to do
with some pestering to go home and not OT
hehe heng i din do much for OT
just to send out an email but all is settled!!!! hopefully enuff to ensure i can have a peace of mind to shopping tomolo
but i do have a loving brother lawrence.
i felt so bad not attending his gig.
but i was really grateful to him. he bought me bebel gilberto cd whom he thot was worth listening to. a bossa nova singer. fusion and really comtemporary. hehehe
and i heard tat slow samba beat. hahaha...my dear brother. he is really very very sweet! *hugz* and he will always encourage me this
"i wish u would wear tat smile tat warms up me tomolo" whenever i am feeling super down with work. hahaha....siao liao, he babies me now. bleah.
and suaned jayce hahaha for not giving me any present and even peggy treated me to my fav food! hahaha...then he stupidly sms me "coz i am intending to buy when i go for my japan tour." DIAONG
dum dee dum...brazil is the biggest country in south america anyway heh!
yo steph...if u r reading this, hahaha..no worries, u will find your job one!!!!
then we go spend on stupid things ah!
12:29 AM |
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
wat are frens for?
frens who bother to call you from overseas and wish u a happy birthday!
and frens who ask how u r going to spend your birthday
and steph! hehehe...shopping on thursday?
yeah, weird to take a day off NOT on my birthday itself
but coz there's private sale at isetan, i need nude bra and shoes.
hehe
shoes fetish? nah...i really need one
my only casual heels is almost dead.
and my flats? i think the part that was worn off is giving me rashes on my feet
really, it has got to be the GLUE
sigh
i am down with 2 kinds of shoes.
my flip flops and my URS heels that i wear to work.
besides the everbest one tat i am still trying to "expand"
grrrrrrr
and hey, i din EVEN indulge in much these days
coz work is ALREADY killing me
and i seriously hate it when my boss PRESSES ON ME with nothing but ramblings.
does tat work on you?
just finished my 2nd season of sex n the city
hahaha...and i was really intrigued over the fact carrie was trying so hard to get over her ex. and they posted, "can you be frens with your ex"
i found it VERY amusing.
most of the time, in e show, u watch them jump into a r'ship w/o being as frens first.
meaning, if they get into dates, it would just mean i am your gf/bf
interesting
so the moment they get off the r'ship, they are in for the cold war.
the "i see u i run away from you"
so did tat happen?
the weird thing is here, i have frens too who are still frens with their exes.
some dun, some still do. but the whole pt is, how can u treat some1 once u were initimate once and be frens? miranda tried but ended up having sex with her ex.
though she misses him alot, but they cun control and boom! they realised, they realy cant stay as frens. i guess partly because the break up was, different lifestyles.
so it wasnt really because they dun have feelings for each other, but it jsut din fit in?
carrie, cun be frens with Big? y? coz the moment he got back from his overseas trip, he somehow got over his commitments phobia and got engaged to a 20 something lady.
y? one thing.
carrie isnt just the girl for him to REsettle down. and this is only when carrie realised, she has moved on, coz she isnt the girl for Big.
now the question is, she HAS to move on. tat Big is married. yum
but the pt is, at this stage when she knew tat she cun be with him ANYMORE, does tat make frenship easier? or still as hard?
just take it as, for instance, your ex who has a committment phobia previously(the latest one) just comes up to u and break the news that he is engaged! WOW, could u stay frens with him?
tat's the whole pt.
it is all abt perception.
wat's your pt of staying as frens after becoming ex?
to give yourself another chance at keeping in touch so tat maybe, next time blahblah shit? or just maintaining a self delusive comfort that u ARE MATURE? or just being plain simple and heck wat happened in the past?
then comes the idea of being 20something in regards to wat happened b4 this episode
it is interesting to see tat how 20 somethings go crazy wiht long island tea.
personally, it is jsut a super sweet drink.
but hey, i have never tried cosmopolitian but i would. wat's the thing abt 20something girls and 30 something girls?
being the GIRL and not the woman.
the GIRL who hasnt been tuned by the society/ working world
so the GIRL and the WOMAN,
wat's the difference b/w the girl and the woman in our society?
woman is one who dresses fantastically with expensive heels, while the girl is one trying to take a shot at everything trying so hard being a WOMAN?
a woman who despised the girl, while the girl does nothing but worships the woman.
and ultimately, does the girl have the higher charm than the woman or the other way around?
really.
a man who indulges himself in calling me xiao ke ai.
and i freak out. i told him...cut tat down dude, it gives me the creeps.
he went "but u r cute mah...siao ke ai~~" and tat how he does it.
there he goes, complaining to e late 20 something woman (and yeh, she is happily married recently) on how the GIRL doesnt seem to show as much concern as she does in her work. and implied i sohuld learn from the WOMAN.
here i am stuck in the middle thinking,
so the GIRL has to ACT superly cute and adorable whose cheeks are meant to lure pple to pinching and yet showing the utmost womanly concern to a man?
so there, tat's the GIRL and the WOMAN.
wat's more to ask for when you are indeed stuck in the middle?
the cradle to e harsh world where men expect alot from your understanding and yet wanting u to swoon at their feet?
i barely understood tat fact.
i dun give a shit, naturally, yeh and it is indeed quoting from Sex tat it is the 20 something syndrome. but let me tell you this, the Woman in the above, was just another girl INSIDE.
the tougher u grow, the older you have become.
tat comes with age
or rather, it grows with age.
esp when you r independent modern woman.
but tougher, has NEVER become an issue of transforming a girl into a woman?
i seriously wonder....
the cuter side of women, most probably happens, in my opinion, when she wakes up in the momrning, looking as messy as ever, drowy, refusal to get off bed for work and getting back to sleep.
fetish for men u may say, but i do like the hairdo i am given by my pillow.
but that doesnt imply me being a lesser woman or girl. i am just a bloody female.
homo sapiens.
11:00 PM |
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
life is indeed weird
i really dun mind spending my time playing mahjong like a true blue taitai
but is tat possible?
i doubt it in a few years time.
but it is okie
i can play mahjong like a fake taitai!
*winkz*
i find it very very very intriguing? or rather, frustrating?
i dunno how to explain.
but i dun like the fact tat he calls me "xiao ke ai" or "hao ke ai" or anything along tat line? esp only does it when no 1 is ard.
it freaks me out completely.
i dun mind it if you would like to flirt openly and healthily. however, spare me all the bone freezing words behind close doors. i have had enuff of tat!
really....i find it VERY VERY disturbing at this stage.
yeh, and it goes to the stage when, no 1 is ard, esp when brother is away, he does it even more frequently.
somehow, my alarm bell is ringing softly.
choonie says i need to be LESS proactive.
but dear!!! i DIN do anything. i am always being WHO i am
i cant stop pple from thinking or looking at me differently!!
i am closer to brother leh.
faintz.
really....i dun need too much attention. in actual fact i am really running away from it. hopefully things would be better later. i love hanging out with all of them but doesnt mean a thing.
sheesh.
i can sense even brother feels something is wrong. and even sister!!!!!! FAINTZ! i am dying
and no, i am NOT interested in you. sigh. i wish i have that opportunity to say.
yeh, i am "cool" and "garang" in many ways...but PLS dun waste your time on me. coz i am one huge rock, hard to move one.... hahaha..wah...it seems like a long time since i last made that statement. hahaha...it sounds very amusing at this pt! =oP
and sometimes i wish i can shut brother's mouth up.
forever asking me abt my past life: my girlfrens, my boyfrens, my past relationships.
till the extend he wants to see photos? HEH? hahahahaha..
i gave him my nephew's photo that i kept in my wallet instead. *grinz*
anyhow, wah..i really must give in to my colleagues.
they dun get sick of seeing each other 5 days a week? i do
must go out on weekends together somemore?
ahahhaa..count me out man.
i think i rather keep in touch with other frens too.
erps.
but i wanna go listen to cool jazz with lawrence brother.
and i realised i have alot of brothers eh.
erps
hahahahahha
it is the same way as you r trying to complete a run. the harder you force yourself to run forward, the stronger you find the inertia to complete it. take a good look ard you, not the competitors, not the finishing line, but just your surroundings, and maybe u will just find the simple encouragement from outside, and not just within. take time to forget, take time to understand and take time to receive pain. with such, u will soar with a pair of wings on your feet. let your heart and soul do the job by following fate and let things be. nothing is for sure but only when you believe.
1:10 AM |
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Monday, September 19, 2005
here i am, into the middle of the 2nd season of sex and the city
and it is interesting on how men and women think
and sometimes, it pissed me off how women think, demanding every STUPID, and i do mean STUPID things.
but i realised, u do have to play the game like a woman and play the card like the man
no SNAG
no understanding woman.
it doesnt work at all.
so, i rather i start to think i can be like carrie who just screwed up everything.
yet, only through her own entanglement, would she learn to be more grown up?
i doubt it.
it is interesting to see how life works.
there's this one guy i can just luff to at almost every single conversation i have with him, with me ending up in waves of giggles. eek
and just when i turn my head ard, there's this OTHER man i actually babies. yeah really? AI XING breakfast?
then i stood there, asking myself, after this show: if i was to be with a man, like carrie, would i tie myself to a man who doesnt know wat he wants me from me in his life no matter how much he seems to love me? yet plays me like the yoyo. when he's happy he comes to find me and when not, he just pushes me out.
OR
be with some1 who desperately needed me to be in his life so tat i can be that perfect wife who babys him with all the small little things, taking good care of his needs? emotionally and physically.
i stop.
seriously.
i think i have experienced BOTH b4.
yeh, believe it, i had.
but the pt is, how much did it go to make me stop?
i did stop.
i stop getting deeper. i walked away
coz i realised, i dun need either.
yet comes another kind of man. he's almost perfect in many ways.
but there's one thing tat i can NEVER compromise.
difference in life perspective.
we have almost everything in common, like travelling, enjoying similar interests, yet there's just 1 MAJOR thing tat stops me b/w him.
difference in taste in life and little things.
there i tell myself, with all the pple ard u being so concerned not being attached.
and i find it weird, i am 23 and not 29. bug the lady who is 29. and all they said is
"ur standards are just too high!" or "ur eye is on ur forehead!" and no, tat doesnt mean i see ghosts. but just frustrating.
then i stopped once again.
wat's the frustration all abt?
where's the guy feeling that "hey i like this guy, i find him interesting!"
or "hrmm, i have a VERY strong feeling abt this guy"
then i stopped the 3rd time.
can i even trust my gut feelings?
lewis mentioned something yesterday on the book he recently bought.
it tok abt how feelings, human feelings do play an important and indespensible role in our daily lives. it mentioned that gut feelings and intuition do right in many ways and situations. and it sometimes, have been pretty successful in predictions.
but i had my fair share of accurate predictions based solely on gut feelings.
but it failed me and got me burnt.
there i stopped for the fourth time.
so in the end, wat can i trust when comes to love?
i was listening to wat gilbert has to say when his "brother" ansley told him
"u know brother, pple come and go in your life. they can even walk pass u and u dun even know, but when the one comes, u just know it"
so how true is that statement "u just know it"
how far can we believe in it?
and gosh, here i am, questioning on the extend of faith and belief.
instead of procreating undying, boundless faith, i doubt the depth of it.
this time i have decided to take the final stop and say,
lets say, we take a different angle of the whole situation.
u just know it, isnt abt u REALLY knowing it.
but it is more like, if the time comes, it just bloody comes.
u dun even have to know it, or feel it.
just let it be
right?
there it is!
a fantastic self comforting conclusion
but hey! as i always say, conclusions are just meant to feel good for e moment.
it is never permanament.
and i just hate it, when guys see ur photo, try to jio u out for a date.
and for the 2nd time, i would remind myself, never be so stupid again.
and for your info, it is just the 2nd time it has happened.
so, does that make me desireable or not?
in the span of 4 yrs.
i wonder
hahahahaha
but anyhow, all i can say is,love can be so wild, yet innocent.
u can have wild sex the nite b4 and yet cuddle in bed the next moment like some kids hugging a teddy bear.
but wat's love to the extend of interference or even controling?
in a relationship, does love constitutes only 5% of the whole thing?
does love consist of lust too?
i believe lust is part of love. dun make me kiss a guy i cant stand "smelling"
and i know it is the pheromones are acting
and i think relationship has to build on love
which builds on something beyond reasoning.
like wat i have been trying to do for the past 15 mins have really done to waste
love is really beyond reason.
beyond explanation.
just like breakups do (quoting from JZ)
sometimes, u can wait for the rest of your life looking for something tat never exists.
just becoz u thot love of ur life exist.
and never believe a girl when she says she doesnt like u actually
if she does, she meant "i have found another man outside"
if she really doesnt love u anymore, she would go
"i dun have the feelings anymore."
there.
ciao!
=o)
11:18 PM |
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
as i drove home at 1am, i love it so much that i cun take it
i almost wanna go home and zzz, to the nice jazz music and yellow light
yeh in my dreams.
as i was hanging out at fosters with them once again, i think i began to understand wat gilbert has said and i began to understand where my life lies and leads to.
sometimes, u just knew wat kind of life u r going to lead.
though u wish u dun want to believe in it, it just happens to turn out tat way.
it can be sad in some ways. but it is something i am beginning to believe in, unwittingly. hahaha.
i cant wait for ______ to come!
at lesat when it does, i can tell it, i have attained it for now!!!
cool!!!!
and i have decided to tell it every time i see it, wat happens.
think i have a GREAT GREAT plan!!!!!
shhh.
when i turn 30, it would be cool to know wat others are doing1
and hahaha jo said something true.
y is EVERY one in SA1 heading towards michigan? hahahaha
i saw her sitting alone, looking far away. her hair streaks of white. her eyes looking afar. unusual sight ahead.
the emptiness in her eyes, seemed to have cover her like a blanket, keeping her warm.
as the cold wind blows across the river, she blinks twice.
she's living a dream deeply, with a big question mark above her head. maybe the hat does not just contains the rabbit. it is the hand that pulls the magic out of the hat.
the piano sits there quietly, silently. spaces around it waiting for notes to fill. as the muffle goes soft, the silence goes softer too. awake in the midst of the song, the score isnt completed. wandering ard the strings, thicker every minute. tell me wat does the song sound like? i cnat hear the thunder. it strikes only every thousand years.
1:51 AM |
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Friday, September 16, 2005
another week is over and wat i am happy abt is, hehe....it would be pay day soon.
crappy
anyhow...any good ideas for a good grill food or hrmm
hrmmmmm
11:23 PM |
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
The Carnal Lover
31% partner focus, 61% aggressiveness, 70% adventurousness |
Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:
You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.
This places you in the Lover Style of: The Carnal Lover.
The Carnal Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, though it is often confused with terms like "player" or even "slut." The Carnal Lover is not necessarily either of those things (though sometimes is) but is instead a lover of life, romance and pleasure. The Carnal Lover is a treasure to find, though can sometimes be difficult to keep happy once found, because a Carnal Lover often loves a variety-filled life.
In terms of physical love, the Carnal Lover tends to be dynamic and driven, and can therefore be quite pleasurable. Given the right motivation, and the right lover, the Carnal Lover can be a delight in bed.
Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Surprising Lover (most of all) or the Devoted Lover, or the Liberated Lover.
Congratulations!
If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following:
Nerds, Geeks & Dorks
Professional Wrestling
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
America/Politics
Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 3% on partner focus |
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You scored higher than 67% on aggressiveness |
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You scored higher than 74% on adventurousness |
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hahahahaha
WAT THE HECK?!
crappy
7:38 PM |
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
okie
just got back from a shopping galore. not really
i jsut bought a pair of working shoes, coz i really dun have any more left
technically, i am down with only one pair, + this one i bought.
the heels of the other 2 pairs are already dying on me. really, u can turn it over and take a look at the heels and find them out of shape/place.
oh well.
so technically, i officially have only 4 pairs of shoes with 1 pair of sports
even my mum who isnt working hsa more than me.
i think i need to stop drinking beer.
it makes me unhappy? hahaha.
while walking home from the bus stop, so mnay things struck me.
think delusioned is the word.
it is high time i should put a stop to believing things tat already have disappointed me
i shouldnt even be bothered.
tat's the vicious cycle i observed and i intend to put a stop to it.
there i was, thinking of today's events.
and realised, soemtimes, how silly i am.
i asked myself 'wat have i done to some frens?'
then i looked back, those i know i am always cherishing, i always bother to cherish.
yeh, tat's up TO wat I THINK is my CHERISH.
i think too highly of myself.
then i look ard, who are the pple who cherish me.
it seems, pple come to me, mostly only when they have met problems and finally needed me, desperately.
n it turns out weird. coz when pple are out of their desperation, pple leave.
so pple come and go as they like to.
i understand completely.
then i asked myself. i must have done tat to some pple tat's y heaven is punishing me
and i do think god is really telling me something.
n then i stepped back.
if i am going to think of everything i do is going to affect my freaking future, i will only stop there and never go on.
then i have decided, to chill
and now i am blogging all events.
then again.
i owuld be super lucky if there's pple who bother to ______________
hrmm, but i doubt it.
i need to ask one?!
then i see no pt
i am one who is very passive in many things. (surprised?)
esp when come to asking for certain help, attention.
n tats becoz i always thot, if pple do really bother, certain things would be noticed
but i am wrong.
really wrong. hahahahahahahahaha
and i really realised how much i love dance tat at this stage i hate it.
i hate it thoroughly.
i wanted to join the rumba tech under allen, but i was actually also in shawn's tech for paso. so i have already decided to make the switch, i am gone.
but now i am stuck with no classes coz jive is being postponed
i hate dance for the wrong reason.
it is my fault.
but wat i hate most, is picking the wrong passion.
a passion when u need a partner and weirdly, it was my childhood passion which i long forgotten then, till now.
now i realised the simple joy of swimming, shooting and piano.
but nothing in this life is perfect or owuld last forever.
but i will still dance and enjoy dancing.
no longer for the dream of wanting to compete coz i doubt i would have that chance.
coz something has happened along the way which i rather not say.
cheers!
and i think the pair of shoes though it was 64 bucks was good buy.
at least something is not down to waste right?
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
everytime i am online and about to blog,
my mind blanks out
it is just so weird
i have so much to say over the week but just when i am abt to pen it down on keyboard,
everything just stops and i have decided tat everything is not worth to pen down.
hrmmm
anyhow, another week has passed and yeh, i have worked for 4 weeks!!!!!
wah!
fast hor.
hehhehe....i miss some1...
heeeeeeheeeeeheeeee....
BLEAH
heeheeheeeheeehe
no la...not the one staying in HV
diaong
i just hrmm.
did i mention i actually OT?
and i have found out tat OT can be super inefficient and super unhealthy?
just tat u can blast music.
heh
orh orh..i finally realised know wat i wanna touch on!
think hrmm, i realised something is super "wrong" in certain ways but but but,
u know i am just thinking how often pple dun understand pple
and sometimes, even explanation wont work.
i am tired of explaining.
so be it.
i feel so wronged at times.
started to understand how i managed to survive last time.
now, i see things in a very interesting way.
guess wat, i understand:
1) y i knew wat kind of future i can see in my own hands.
2) y no guys are not going after me (and pls stop asking me y? coz, ask urself dudes..............)
3) y i knew how independent i have to be
4) y i knew who i finally can turn to
5) y even the closest pple who u thot understood, never did and y u felt unappreciated.
6) y ur own stand matters alot and how much i need to love myself
7) y the importance of understanding and self reflection makes me a better person
8) y i need alot of personal space and beware of my own intuition and follow my heart more than anything else.
9) y i always stay ard all the time becoz of who i am made up of.
10) y i **********************************************
hahahahaha...for the last clause, it is just a proposal coz i am still continuing discovering myself!
dum dee dum.
i seriously miss some1 leh
hahahahahha
y ah?
oh no!!!!
shhhh...i cant tell u who.
coz i am shy!
(and no 1 believes i am...DAMNIT!)
heeheeheee....
damnit, i just cant get even of such men! dum dee dum
wah piang.
12:27 AM |
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
a day when u r rotting at home and staring in the space.
yeh tat's wat happened.
i slept alot!
but then, it is today i am feeling alittle sad.
was out with chun foong yesterday and realised so many things are just super super uncertainties
and realised how love, is no longer love.
really.
pple can just enter marriages to get divorced?
where's the idea of marrying the one u love and set up a family?
humans have become so selfish at times
"sometimes, i have sex with you becoz i want to vent my frustration."
how would tat sound to u if ur hubby say that to u?
and i think in this life, pls la, if u r have bad feelings of getting marriage
tok it out!!!!! then u will realise u r jsut feeling some kind of pre marital blues la.
but if u really feel bad? go for some counselling? sigh.
if love is tat fragile then i dun think it is love lor...
i find it very disturbing
very disturbing
yeh i know it is NOne of my business but my da jie told me
"i told ur jie fu, i marry u coz i love u. and i stick thru thick and thin becoz of love, and if one day, u no longer love me, i will just pack and go with my children. there's no pt staying and holding onto some1 who no longer loves me and cherish wat we have all these while."
and this brought me to another strand of memory that was in me ( too much of harry potter) and i dun get it.
one of my colleagues told me
"yeh, some of my galfrens got married pretty early! u know like 25, 26. they very smart. start working then got married to their bosses who are like 30s and with stable income and blahblah.."
and he sounded alittle glum and with a tint of disgust.
i feel sad. is tat how they think of their frens in the end?
seriously speaking
i have been interacting with adults in their late 20s early 30s
it seems as though, there's this trend
singaporean men complaining abt singaporean girls
and singaporean girls complaining abt singaporean men!
not just singaporean or rather pple staying in singapore.
i dunno how to say but just WEIRD
okie, u may say, i also complain abt singaporean men.
but i feel it is just the attitude every1 is having
the men despise girls who are SPGs/ looking for rich men
the women despise men who go after vietnamese blahblah brides or just lament and not do anything...
erm.
raise eyebrow.
totaly amusing.
anyhow, on a lighter note
i spent some time at settler's cafe with a few frens playing MOBCITY
it is a super new game!!! and it is developed by this german who is living in singapore
it is being played at settlers' cafe! ehe...and it is realy a good game
it was hard to understand coz the owner also din really know how to play and in the end, i have to figure how the game goes and after 2 hours then we figure the general structure of the game and i think it is a very good strategy game!
i would relaly want ot play it again!!!!
=o)
and the cafe is at HV!
=o) =o)
settlers' cafe
and they have this special offer!
THURSDAYS (All branches)
Ladies Nite (Romancing Singapore)
7-11pm
Special nite dedicated to you ladies! All nite gaming for only $6/- per gal! Comes with freeflow of coke, sprite and ice tea, and add only $5/- for a main course! Bring your guy down and he pays only $7/-!!!
cool stuff hur!
*gasp*
think ansley is pretty cute leh.
hahahahahah
gilbert/ephriam/xin..dun kill me, but he is cute la.
hahahahaha...coz firstly he is TANNED
oops. okie enuff.
DUN U GUYS TELL HIM!!! I WILL KILL U!!!!!
*grinz*
but hor one bad thing, he reminds me of haolun + mingsiong.
PUKE.
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Friday, September 02, 2005
gosh...it has been a week since i last blogged!!!!!!
hahhahaha...
guess work has tired me out.
hehehe
hahaha...erps
went out too.
wah lau.
tired
hehehe...
but this whole week has been weird!
i have been missing something very badly!!!
must be jZZZ fault la
hahahaha.
it is a long story on how JS would make me miss something
and something, i really do miss u a lot
but it is okie, something, hehehehe....
i will just continue missing something till i find out how not to.
sheesh.
and no
i am not interested in JS or LL
hahahahhahaha..maybe i would be in a balding man?!
hehhe..no la..he bakes.
tat's y. hahahhaa.
tat italian food was expensive!!! but coz there was white wine la
7 pple tok and tok and tok till 11pm and not realising it! cooll
but damn it
busted my budget and i am totally broke!!!!!!utterly disgusting i would say
work work
and not too bad la. but i really think after S is gone, i would have to OT like mad
sigh sigh.
i enny JA can go switzerland for training for 3 months!
sigh
when's my chance?
wait long long
think TG is cute though hahahahahahah
think he got fatter
and hi gavin!
hehehe...poor boy oting on friday!
and i dunno wat else to say.
life is good now coz, life is more focused and purposeful
thugh i am VERY broke
okie ciao!
(italian colleague does tat all the time!)
and he goes "seee...this photo i took with u? i sent it to my frens, and they were all envious of me!"
hrmm
italians eh?
hehehehehe
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