Monday, June 26, 2006
i wondered, when pple started to feel lost, lose faith and lose self-belief. they need a tunnel to let loose, to find an answer, a reason, to many things they question.
i guess, maybe many end up so tired of finding an answer, finding a reason for the cause, that in the end, pple start to give up on finding an answer.
but the pt is, after you have given up, is that the time that shows you have lost hope in the future?? and let life lives to nothingness?
or is it the time when we start to cherish everything we have already at hand, and begin a journey with the past which has taught us so much?
yeh yeh, i am preaching, thinking so highly of myself like i know everything.
but i do not.
but it is still today, i am still searching for an answer.
but i am not bent into looking into me and my possible answers and reasons and conclusions
i learn to let go.
i learn to look at things, maybe simpler, and simply
and u know wat, i will never forget pple who have given me their blessings and their love.
for it is for them, i realised that they are the ones who matter.
they do.
y bother with pple, who took you as just a stop and never turn back.
they took you for a ride and all they paid for, was just one way tic?
sometimes, the world seems cold and heartless, but there are more beautiful things tat await us.
but also it is the coldness, tat will teach us the remainders are indeed beautiful.
11:15 PM |
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Friday, June 23, 2006
i shant think too much into future
since going onto 30 is nearer though thinking about 13 is much easier,
life goes freaking on!
and i will preserve and not succumb to temptation and fear.
i will not.
fear not my girl.
life has its calling.
so does your life.
life is a living habit. so start having habits. each day will then be life.
11:40 PM |
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
i swear
tat when men are interested in u, they just like to tok in a sweet gentle way to you and goes "yeah...i know...blahblah...y? wat's wrong?" in the gentle, "i will listen to you attentively" tone
and sheesh, they do sound the same!!!!
i am freaking out
hahaha
never mind
maybe i am being too sensitive
but i dunno.
erps
hahahaha
heck!
i cant wait
for something exciting to come
i realise, exciting meaning, more happening pple and stuff
i dun wish to have issues like this!!!
hahaha
it is maddening
esp when pple start to gossip...
sigh!
1:07 AM |
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