Friday, January 26, 2007
it is so weird standing there, staring, with all the chatting around you.
you kept quiet.
you stared.
then you feel ostracised once again.
and you have that old feeling coming back to you.
the old me, turned ard and gave them a good dressing down.
the me now, couldnt do much but just continue to stare down at my feet.
you thot you might have frens. maybe you din have them at all.
you thot u might have some 1 to tok your heart out, maybe in the end, there aint ears at all.
your eyes roam to the far away sky, knowing sky never existed. just a few clouds floating by.
all you have to do is exclaim its beauty.
the only comforting and positive you have to mutter is
"there's always a place for me somewhere, and i shall believe"
and today, i asked myself, sitting in a wet pair of jeans,
if heart never recognises it, i will never find THE place.
the heart is fluttering with emotions, the brain is frozen by questions.
the vicious cycle that the feet brought, thrown me into a whirl.
maybe this is the end, for it has just begun.
the feet will never feel the hard ground again.
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
isnt the character more outstanding, heart more important than just admiring a pretty face?
there's nothing much to say to some pple.
y am i feeling something weird whenever he looks at me in the eyes?
hate it when he actually asked me questions.
"sitting opposite you, makes me wonder what made you look so beautiful under the nite sky, basking in yellow light."
y treat pple like a toy, play with them when only u feel like, and when you feel like escaping, even kicking them on the floor, din seem a pain for you.
you have very valuable frens. whenever you need them, regardless of their fatigue, their many other problems they have, they just kept you company.
no one notices his presence. let alone toking to her. maybe they are just in their own world.
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
it has been a fun new year.
31st was a "mum" cum "maid", then a party girl at nite
1st was "cook" cum "maid"
2nd "baby sitter" and truly just enjoy company with great frens.
but it is all back to work and another hectic 2007.
i just wish i have more time to myself, at least once a month to chill alone, read a book.
of coz i have plans for 2007
1) prepare for dance competition in march
2) plan for europe trip in may
3) read up more books, i.e 3 books (heavy ones i promise you, not fiction for sure)
4) get my work done: KICK off my SG market, and start to work on more interesting revamps, marketing aspects must improve.
tat's all. i think tat's hell alot of stuff to do eh.
by the way, alwyn! if you are reading this post, remember i am always here for you okay?
miss ya!
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