Friday, September 21, 2007
at this stage of life, i have begun to see interesting things unfolding
and started to begin to udnerstand the reality of life in another form
u learn really not to compare
u learn to be alot stronger and independent
u learn really hard not to care
u learn really hard to let go within seconds
u also learn that if things just do not make you feel comfortable, just dont do it.
maybe it may seem transient, but as long as you know u r not comfortbale just dont
do not gossip
do not spread news like it is wildfire and be self justified.
do not think u r right just because u want to gossip about something.
coz maybe the mouth is yours, and maybe the tougue just likes to wag,
but i think, we all need to learn to hold that tougue.
because i learn that what goes around, comes around.
maybe you do not seem to care, but you will when the future comes.
so learn it, hard.
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Monday, September 03, 2007
it has been 2 months since i came back from my trip.
the old living style of not too good sleep on week days and boring working days have hit me once again.
i am still sorting out my photos and creating them into stories. i might be taking a longer time than required, but at least i am doing it.
Reliving the days back in Europe, i enjoyed the sleep, the walks, the uncertainties. i live through everyday like i never knew i could survive.
sitting back in the office 5 days out of 7 in a week, sitting in a different position.
hoping that i can make a little difference for myself at work, i wonder wat wonders i could create or already created.
at least my boss should be happy that i am "doing fine" with my senior and my team!
At this stage, work reached a stagnant point. I have yet to start on marketing, and i am getting bored very easily and constantly seeking amusement from my colleagues.
i question myself what lies ahead in this mandane lifestyle and thinking if i am going to sit in this not so like rat race rat race.
talking about rats, i have watched ratatouille. and actually i am feeling it is a very good movie. personaly, i think it has overtaken finding nemo in my heart.
the story seems alittle out of this world, but it brought so much emotion and luffter and alittle relevation on things in life, which we can simply forget and lost ourselves in.
we simply forget that each of us is unique and we can make a change, if we make that choice of change.
we lose ourselves in constant comfort and beliefs which we never realised, there are many things in life which can be of a miracle and if you believe in what u are, you can be.
"not any1 can be an artist, but an artist can come from anywhere"
When Ego the food critic has found the taste of his mother's Ratatouille which was actually cooked by a rat, he has realised that nothing is impossible in this world.
life has taken such a drastic turn, and he never expects himself to compliment a rat for its cooking.
sometimes, no matter how much you try to plan something in life, to think you are making sense, maybe somewhere in this corner of this earth, you will find that little surprise which shakes you completely.
it reminded me that my strongest belief in my life is "under this huge blue sky, there is definitely a place for me somewhere"
and deep down in my heart, i knew where my place lies.
it is where my heart and soul brings me
i have yet to find it, and i will never stop searching.
sometimes i wonder, how mnay have failed for just one to succeed?
how many have to fall, for just one to stand so tall?
and how many have to be, for just one to be the best.
but after all this, does that matter so much? i guess only yourself will know.
maybe, the heart is lonely, seeking a kind of comfort somewhere.
but the heart aint lonely to seek what is temporary.
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