Monday, October 15, 2007
tell me how muhc it cost to get one so angry, i punched the door so hard, and i felt no pain
tell me how much it pains me suddenly to see his face, suddenly across the net.
it is so weird.
i want to throw the towel
it is so hard. i am jsut waiting for the pay out.
all u were asking, was alittle understanding and trying to know more.
when u see others learn so muhc more and allowed to be given the chance, u felt urself, falling behind more and more and more. and you cant do much. pple EXPECT u to know everyhting but in fact, u were never given the chance to learn, to even ask questions to know more.
u just din have it.
and all u did was ask. and u were given only looks, cold words
when u din knew anything, i still bothered to explain because i placed myself in ur shoes.
y did i bother to be so nice?
y did i bother to be so undersatnding?
who gives a fuck about me?
who did?
it hurts so badly in my heart that my clenched fist din hurt at all.
it hurts so badly that my chest was so ballooned up
it hurts so badly that my eyes were piercing pple's soul
it hurts so badly that i had no more strength to move.
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