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for a universe that stands still
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this day, i smile
this day, i wish u all the best!
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wat u want to abt me?
and why?
how much can u find out,
when i dun even know
who i am?
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Saturday, November 24, 2007
today is a day i actually doubted people
i actually think my friends are talking behind my back.
i actually think my friends are harbouring something and did things behind my back...
and i did that to 2 different sets of friends
thus deciding not meeting any1 was a good idea, after being stood up by random friends
i went out to get necessary stuff (and they are not mine!!!)
satisfying my craving and started to ponder about life.
bleah. i hate that. i want to be happy. so i told myself not to worry about the tomorrows and enjoy what i was doing. living the today consciously.
yeah, so i ate my food, drank my coffee, read my erotic book at borders, thinking to myself nothing but what i am doing.
and took the random bus home and overheard 2 girls' conversation. i think they are like 2 years younger than me, chatting about their failed relationships.
it was interesting. and they were just behind me, chatting all the way to clementi bus stop.
and all i could think was, it seems every1's life is so similar yet so far apart.
you wonder how much it takes to be in others' shoes, yet you could not be bothered becauase it is way too tiring
the converesation seems to be surrounding the phrase "are you being selfish"
and i asked myself, am i?
do i act selfish, be selfish?
do i act like every1 should give a shit about me, while i cant be bothered with people whom i am closest to?
am i such a person?
am i such a pest?
with a new perm hair, i tried to look different.
but my heart is the same
however, if you were to compare how my heart was 3 years back, i would have to say i have grown out of those sad, hopeless days.
there are indeed alot more to life than just doubting your friends (and i seriously blame the radical, heartless working world) randomly roaming the overcrowded with zealous christmas lighting chasers orchard road, trying to give urself a big pat to be able to shop alone while the crowd around you comprises nothing but couples, families and groups of friends. i was almost oblivious to them!. Sheesh!
maybe every move and every thought, gives a certain aim and aimlessness to your life.
however, you can't deny it exists and is written as part of your life story.
as i blew dry my hair with the fan while the air con is on, the caffine in me is wearing off.
sometimes i wonder, what if i bother to ask the guy i like out.
what happens?
what happens if i just throw the letter and leave the company
where will my life lead to if i just take any random job?
what if.
i care less now.
i have a few things that i have to take care of and i NEED to focus on those.
distractions will remain as distractions when i cant get what is to be done done.
maybe there are things that we truly need.
maybe just not now.
just not now.
but y not now?
1:53 AM |
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
In the greens(while i was strolling in botanic gardens)
2 different worlds, 1 same heart
the green grass, red and yellow flowers
how they just fill your mind.
the cooler winds, the sticky arms
two different worlds
1 same heart
white joins green
maybe the horizon never parts
pple stroll the path
embrace the yearn of peace
2 different worlds
1 same heart
some jog the jog
others stop to watch
and most, sit to praise
praise the works
the pure beauty of mother nature
man-made landscape, out of the natural
2 different worlds
1 same heart
2 take flight,
chasing the seasons
across the vast
stop to rest, bathing in the lake.
maybe drifting past massive lands
maybe escaping the harsh.
2 different worlds
1 same heart
the hellos and the good byes
the love and the hate
the peace and the wars
found the happiness amidst turmoil
may just 2 different worlds
work on 1 same heart.
just sitting by the symphony lake, on the bench.
what welcomes me is the cloudy sky with a setting sun.
there were pple, family, lovers, dog owners just passing by.
some sat down and chit chat
some played frisbee.
above me was just birds spreading their wings.
and around the lake was just green.
very peaceful, and found the solace i found back in salzburg
i guess at 2 different worlds,
but if you can carry the same heart,
everything can be peaceful and beautiful.
hope you have enjoyed it.
10:45 PM |
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