Saturday, January 19, 2008
hey there!
here i am, wanting to lament once again.
i guess, this is my best outlet without feeling guilty about anything and stuff.
so wish i can just stay away.
chatting with him made me realise, i am such a big failure
that's the only thing that kept hitting my head
i am a failure?
i have to admit i have lost a war
and i will admit that i have lost it
i will
4:00 AM |
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
now do i realise, even doing overtime can be a habit
something you and your body, your mind can get used to
i am now, temporarily i hope, used to overtiming
and i am still doing work!
i just want to finish this accurately and fast.
i do need a new direction.
i do not want to feel tired over things over humans.
deep inside i feel it is so sad to be tired, to be giving up
but maybe i should give up.
all i am looking for now, is just slowly finding my way around.
really slowing down...
11:48 PM |
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