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Friday, June 06, 2008
http://www.rd.com/your-america-inspiring-people-and-stories/loving-family-adopts-romanian-orphan/article54458.html
i actually teared, reading this story.
am i mad or wat!?
i will do something...
10:06 PM |
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now working but i just need to post this up.
haha...
food for thought and i must be pmsing to sound this fiery upset.
this is an email (exercpt with modifications) to HS...
low self esteem vs compassion
facts of cold, inhumane society can drown one into eternal ridicule.
how pple judge a women just because she is pretty and therefore assuming she only wants good looking pple and or rich pple to be around her.
has sincerity and thrill of seeking a higher level of consciousness from peers gone with the wind? has intellect gone wayward as much as money has driven this whole world into its own destruction???
where has compassion gone to when it is essential in daily, insignificant happenings, between just a human and a human?
does that only go to where castatrophies are and simply ignore the little yet crucial daily personal encouragement?
is beauty deemed only to sheer symmetrical, flawless face with the nose this high and skin that tender covered by nothing but miniature clothings??
or is it the 6 pacs and unquestionable tight muscles wanting to burst out of the dark toned wrapping means nothing but just pure sexual connection
i remembered this....
a few guy frens have mentioned this to me that low self esteem comes mostly because of physical flaws like too short or not good looking.
and they actually mentioned, well, i guess u will never know how it feels like to be in our shoes.
i am alittle puzzled and while still baffling over those words. i realised it is already mind intriguing that men place low self esteem in the plate of topics, with a girl
i have had my fair share of low self esteem. being branded as ugly duckling by someone close is something i have lived during childhood. so dun tell me i wont undersatnd because it aches till this day but i have lived with it and moved on.
i am who i want to be thus, this is just another episode for attaining higher consciousness
i remembered telling a few frens thess (be it girls or boys)
it is more than just looks that matter in any way! and i think u r just fine being who u r....because i think if one has a good char that makes his or her look endearing and sweet and beautiful in the beholders eyes...(seriously...tats wat i feel lor....no matter how much make up and how many branded goods u carry, if ur char sucks, u can go hell....esp when ur aura is BLACK....)
some frens actually looked at me in disbelief...so? if i am being attractive to men, does that mean i am superficial? dun use ur own yardstick to size me up!
also i am not lying through my teeth!!!!
at that point, i thot, if i am so superficial opr lying, i think most frens no need to be my frens.... hahahaha...but wat i love abt frens are, they are my frens!
and i am NEVER not proud to go out with guy frens who arent good looking or rich or watsoever...
further more, if some1, just that some1 ever judge u like becuase u r not good looking, and even claim u as UGLY... this u should walk away...u deserve better!!!!
if a girl dumps u for ur looks. good for u, coz u broke away from insincere girls!!! seriously! get a life!
if one day, i have a bf who is balding badly or wat, waht others will think (which i do not see it as a problem anyhow? i happy can liao)
they must be thinking that guy must be rich. because of how i look, pretty (mostly because of make up) dressed up? PK will claim oh..must believe it is zhen ai!
HA.
let me look forth with jeers and with a light heart, skipping myself into the sea of mockery.
how nice.
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