Friday, November 07, 2008
in truth, she discarded self to own expectations to meet make beliefs.
not meeting other expectations is a fallacy, maybe a conjured lie for reality escapism.
upon self autospy, the results show others could let her be, but she couldnt.
the verdict is thus simple and straight: she cant accept herself. she just cant
and assuming most people cant, because she used her personal yardstick which she slapped herself with, and called it theirs.
subsequently, hopping from one to another, hoping that just one other entity could accept her.
when all fails ultimately, she pushes the blame to others, and think it is then her calling to be an outcast.
how conveniently stroking and patting her own back, comforting that it is okay to be alone. the act of lying to herself that she can be herself only when as an island, virtually disables all emotional trust and belief. this act of betrayal to kind ppl who are willing to condone her actions drives a deeper rift in her.
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